ehh summers kinda sucked.

my grandmas gone.

i miss her.

still doesnt feel real tho.

i guess it will at some point.

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im lonely.

need a bf.

ruled out acouple of people.

not like anyone cares.

but yea.

people may think i like them.

but i dont.

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drama.

some people just need to grow up.

realize the truth.

dont let ur friends talk shit.

ugh.

guys are retarded.

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meet someone.

pretty cool.

not wat i expected tho.

im too materialistic.

ew.

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i feel sick.

dont knoe y.

its bed time

night.

whoa buddie its been such a long time since ive written in here...lets catch u up..

February: valentines day was ok..we had a sappy movie fest which was awesome!!! lol...umm yea and thast about it

March: Spring Break..lol didnt do anything..was gunna go to catalina but w.e..oo and started talkin o julio..(the begining of all this drama) met the guy i will soon call my "bf"..

ApRiL: only the best month ever! i turned 16..yes i knoe 16! lol wat else happened? o DrAmA!!!

May: started calling him my "bf" and skatboarded down the halls of target! lol haha fun stuff..hmm started thinking about wat i caleed my "bf"..sammy turned 15..more DrAmA..

June:Aubrey graduated, Sammy graduated, Vane graduated, Fathers day, broke up with the "bf"..stayed at vanes house and drank OJ..lol fun fun..haha

yea that about sums it all up fer ya...not that anyone reads xanga anymore bt w.e...well vane and aubrey are uin the computer room singing..wats new? but umm yea...i guess ill write back in here later then..

luv ya!

manda

more stuff keeps happining and i just keep on thinking more and more...and i dont think all this thinking is healthy..hmmm..well a certain some one likes another certain someone..hmm..lol well im so incredibly bored...and ahhh..nuthin to do...ooo cant wait till tuesday..lol...well imma go now

manda

sooo bored...gives me too much time to think about stuff...im not sure if i really want to be thinking about this now...its just so strange...didnt think i would be thinking about "it" now...hmmm i dont knoe....(change of subject) akwardness at school past couple of days...fer me n jessie...hmmm?? (change again) Valentines day is coming up...sniff sniff its ok well have our singles nite hehehe should be fun ...write more later

manda

wow i havent written in here in a while...owell...ive been thinking alot about this one thing...it makes me wonder..why after allthis time...why now?? confused...hmmm...well there has been drama in this part of the world...some stalkerish type people...hmm wat to do wat to do....well im watching law and order write back soon..

lots of luv

manda